I try so hard to make things work, and frankly, I’m tired. I give so much and never get anything back. I know a relationship shouldn’t be about gifts and money, but this is much more than that. I always get random stuff for him for no reason just because it reminds me of him. What do I ever get? Nothing, and if I ever do get anything, it’s a small fraction of the cost that I spend on him for a single present. He has two jobs, doesn’t need to pay rent, is in zero debt, and has hundreds of dollars of expendable income every month. I have no job, am more than $80,000 in debt, and get whatever “fun money” I have as residual checks from my student loans/financial aid or selling my blood plasma. And a lot of this money has been spent on him. I went against my grandparents’ wishes to visit him. I lied to be with him. I’ve done so much for him. After all of that, I don’t even get anything for fucking VALENTINE’S DAY?? Are you fucking kidding me?? I am at the edge of my limit.